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This is way back from 2008. I remember back then this photo seemed completely worthless to me. Now it speaks thousand words. Near the times when all my problems began. When I look at this, it scares me to think where did I come from. Here my weight was the smallest it has ever been. No I am not anorexic or ill. I could say that pain was eating me inside out, I could add word literally and it would be true. The worst thing is when you can't answer yourself what is wrong. You do know it, but its hidden so deep down inside yourself that you have to claw it out.
Approximately 4 years passed from me starting to sink in all this shit. I had big ups, but the downs were always bigger. Eventho things are getting better. A LOT. I still won't ever be able to heal myself.

Being creative works as a painkiller.
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!n-p-a Dec 15, 2011  Professional Photographer
The image is just completely wonderful and the words just add another layer to an already complex, beautiful, emotional and engaging image

Love your work :love:
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~robbie-munn Sep 7, 2011  Professional Photographer
This image has an erie tranquility to it - kudos for not discarding this images years ago. I hate to throw/trash any images, as quite often it takes time to see the value captued within them :heart:
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*aerendial Sep 3, 2011
this get more sense after reading this, even it stays beautiful without reading.. but to see something that you really lived, live is very emotional, because someone can think as a first impact: another pose.
Hope your work can remind you how to grow up in positive ways. :) and I feel for you that somehow even I don't know.
Viva!
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*chriseastmids Sep 3, 2011
featured here - [link]
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~monterae Sep 3, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
*nods*
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Mood: Pain !Flyvapnet Sep 2, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer

It's obvious you were suffering in some manner, Inesa, because this is the most unflattering photograph of you I've ever seen. Mind, I know nothing of what ails you; but this photograph demonstrates, in my view, pain can transfer to recording media along with light or sound.

:hug:

=^..^=
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*chriseastmids Sep 2, 2011
this is a beautiful and strong piece, you set the mood with the words, without them it would just be a vision we have to make a decision about
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~imperfectdysfunction Sep 2, 2011
wow. strong words. strong photograph. i feel almost like you feel, i think. in some way. i wish you the best.
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~Albino-Kittie Sep 7, 2011  Student General Artist
Thank you!
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~imperfectdysfunction Sep 7, 2011
you're welcome. :)
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